Tuesday, August 6, 2013

windwalker, our ayllu community sacred drum - our heart of hearts....

It has certainly been an interesting journey thus far - these past 6 years.........

- windwalker as sacred healing drum for anyone open to engage spiritually....

what does that mean for you - for us....?

a big learning that has been revealed to me is that windwalker teaches and engages each one of us in her own unique, beauty way... i feel this is significant and powerful.... i honour this!!!... 

- i welcome ALL to honour this ... 

i guess that's why i started this blog... because i invited those of you within our ayllu to perhaps share the healings and the teachings that you have experienced with windwalker over this past 6 years... a few did engage in the beginning writings here.... i know i have contributed much here as i personally found documenting windwalker's journey important and a significant herstory for our beautiful ayllu.... this gives me much joy which also honours our grand drum...

i still welcome you to share your journey and sacred relationship with windwalker here if you wish - anytime... as i know others including myself would love to hear... as your personal journey with her helps all of us... and those of us who listen....

- windwalker as 'ayllu-community' sacred drum.... our heart-beat as 'one'

with being a part of windwalker's journey and witness ....what i have found the most deep is when we gather 'as ayllu' together 'as one' with windwalker as an equal member along with us within mindful sacred circle...this is when the biggest medicine and healing has come through spirit....... 

- and holy wow... is the healing up even to this day!

it is through these sharings/healings expressed through the heart during ayllu sacred circle of all present that we can all heal together 'as one'.... 

- in these sacred moments there really is no 'leader' or 'facilitator'... 

during these times as we offer mindful intent... we merge.. as one 'being' - fulfillment of 'ayllu' perhaps?... isn't this what we all yearn for? ...and, what we are perhaps evolving to?... .... windwalker has shared this with us many times - right from the beginning even before she became a physical drum.... when she was a cored-out piece of sitka-spruce tree... there are many sharings here on this blog....

and those of us who were present together during that wonderful weekend when we skinned and birthed windwalker... i was guided throughout that gathering to simply get out of the way, to allow spirit to completely direct that special weekend and what an amazing time we had....! ...we all felt much and learned much and witnessed the possibility of what can happen when we work together as ayllu-community... as one body...one mind...one spirit.... i know many of us shall never forget that experience... i know i have not....

- many of us know this and honour this connection...

that is why i feel strongly deep within my soul that windwalker is an 'ayllu-community' drum - this is her path and why she birthed herself into being - we as ayllu responded to her call... and if no others step up to continue this, her 'ayllu' journey - well... i guess we'll have to listen to what's next - with what she may have to say regarding that....... i know i am open to what is possible... to continue dreaming along with her...


"...listen, listen, listen to my heart's song...
...listen, listen, listen to my heart's song...
...i will never forget you... i will never forsake you...
...i will never forget you... i will never forsake you..."

windwalker was originally dreamed into being as an ayllu-community 'sacred' drum... that is what we 'heard' through spirit, responded to, and envisioned 'together' 6 years ago....

it is my dear hope (and the hope of others) that we can continue to say yes to what we all said a great big 'yes' to in the beginning.. that we honour the medicine/spirit of this vision...  
back then we said yes... stating together we were ready as ayllu, as community to take on the responsibility to care-take and carry this sacred drum into the future dreaming of our ayllu...  

i know personally when i come to be a part of the white drum mesa teachings that are sourcing through those of us who gather together twice a year... the deep healings and honourings i have experienced over and over including sourcing the white drum rites, etc., and i know others have during our ceremonies together, that there have been truly significant and moving healing(s) - for us individually tho most important for ALL of us - as ayllu....

- and this deep healing continues...

perhaps windwalker is possibly reflecting and teaching us a new way to 'be' within 'being' as true ayllu - as one... as we evolve together in this brand new grand age since we moved through the portal of 2012....?

- 1,000 days + 8,000 sacred drums....

it was a grand pacha moment - those of us who stepped up and chose to mindfully 'sound' windwalker every day for 1,000 days in a row which was completed at summer solstice 2012... but does that mean that because that ceremonial pacha is done that windwalker is done.... ? ...some have thought so and some have not... this has been a deep question those of have been asking for awhile now... again... we all have our own unique relationship with windwalker and all are honoured.... it's also been very colourful - the refections that have emerged and shined out...

- sooo... are we done? ... some of us don't think so... 

windwalker reminds us... "are we all on a path of beauty....?"

a path never ends - like circle with no beginning and no end.....

the Otomi elders of Mexico who shared their ancient prophecy.... that when the sounding of 8,000 sacred drums are sounded all together at one time that an intense healing of our blessed earth mother will 'commence'...

- apparently, this ancient prophecy has been fulfilled...

however.... i feel that one word in this prophecy, 'commence' is quite significant and mega-important.... think about the meaning of the word 'commence' for a moment.... don't you think that perhaps.... and what comes is that classic song line...

- we've only just begun...... ?

i don't mean this in jest - it's a-given that there is sooo much more work to be done for the healing of this, our dear planet, pachamama and all of us who are her care-takers.... how can we be done?... i know we've really only begun....

- the north teachings of the wise ones.....

over 12 years ago.... when i sat in front of my north solo fire in the pouring rain - mindfully attempting to make that decision i was asked to take... or better said, to say 'yes'.... to become and commit to be a steward of pachamama........ i admit that i did hesitate for a moment... to place my stone in the middle of the sputtering flames was the final decision - the commitment - a life-path......... i remember asking my self numerous times if i was up to the task... can i commit?.... can i even do this?... WILL i do this?...

i did choose to do it - many of us have... something from deep within my heart told me that i HAD to do it.... i went for it - knowing there was some kind of destiny thing going on... and believe me there have been times when i have wondered why or wtf.... though... when i sit within sacred circle with others who have also said 'yes' is when i truly know why..... and it's sooo good to know i'm not alone... even tho sometimes i forget that......

we are all leaders.... leading each other - let us honour that and each time we come to sit together within sacred circle.... to mindfully be open to a whole new way of be-ing together... allowing each equal space to become as ayllu-leading-ayllu...

not sure if i've got the exact words here... though i know i 'feel' this much as we continue to evolve together....

windwalker showed up and is committed... she's here in her physical form to help us re-member all that... she has this very cool gift of reminding us to express our joy in the ever present moment... with her we can re-member that we can co-create together as 'one'....

each of us are like single drops of water falling into the ocean of unending love - emanating our concentric circle-pulses which eventually connect us as one pulse of 'one' flowing together......... and it's a beautiful ride downstream if we so choose it...... :o)

frankly, i'm quite tired of 'trying' to swim upstream...... aren't you?

i always welcome your feedback, comments and engagement here...

bright blessings always...
in mucho munay...
weaver x (((o)))